Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Well... worst fears?

Just to start off with, it has taken me a total of a week to start playing video games nearly everyday again. >_< I'm definitely playing less than I used to... but I can't tell if that is because of school or not. Anyway, it doesn't matter because I still haven't found an effective stress-relief method. I run-away to one or another.

The problem quite possibly is my running. Sometimes, I think that guys just need to dip their fingers into the pool of lethe's water and forget their lives for a moment. I need to.. or at least it has been my Modus operandi. So, I escape to the world of a video game, read books (okay, so that is rare right now because of all the reading I do for school... but, ), watch Tv, borrow a movie from Redbox, visit youtubeland, or go outside and run around the block a couple of times.

"One of these things is not like the other, one of these things just doesn't belong" is not the right adage for the moment right now. Instead, the question is what do these all have not in common. That's right, they are neutral events. They are not necessarily religious nor intrinsically evil. Simply put, I need to learn to run back to God instead of just running in circles or running away.

Stand fast Stand strong
Go and Set the World Ablaze
Unsheathe your Rosary and Pray

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